I realized that people forget about me quite often. Not in a major, “OH YEAH, Sara is a person” way, but with simple things. A lot of times when I am smoking, people just skip over me and I don’t smoke as much as everyone else. Also, if I ask people to do something that are semi-important, they forget instantly. My boyfriend even forgot to get me fries from Chick-fil-a, that he promised. It’s not the absence of fries that makes me upset, but how my friend that he went to Chick-fil-a with him said that he got a lot of food for people in his class, yet forgot to get fries, let alone text me and ask if I want anything. Whatever, I’m making too big of a deal about this.
Posted December 22, 2011 at 2:51pm
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This is my boyfriend, Alec. We’ve been dating for almost ten months now. He means the world to me. He is talented, can always make me laugh, takes very good care of me, and has helped me through so much. He’s basically my best friend. I never knew that I would date someone that made such a big impact on my life at my age. I love being with him, but I’m afraid of my feelings for him. I honestly think that I like him too much. I can tell that he doesn’t like me as much as I like him and I’m afraid of getting hurt. I’ve partially talked to him in the past about my insecurity, but I don’t think he completely understands. He sometimes gets upset when I talk to him about it because he thinks I don’t trust him, but that isn’t it at all. He is the only person that I have ever cared about that has never let me down. I just assume that eventually something will ruin us and I’m preparing myself for the worst. I just try to make sure that he knows that I love him.
Posted December 20, 2011 at 10:32pm
